2006-11-12/8:45 p.m.

sink so low

i wish i could sink so low as to call you a whore
like it would somehow hurt you more than it would hurt me
like it would make up for your desertion
like its not just an assertion of your courage

i admire that you dont answer to anyone
even me
and that you will lie with everyone
even me

while i endure like a woman
you fight like a man
while i endure like a woman
you fight (back) like a man
while i endure like a woman
you fight like a man

and thats why i cant forget you
no, i cant forget you
oh, i cant forget you
but i try