2005-06-02/12:31 a.m.

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i have exactly that many emails in my gmail account. interesting..

well, i was ohsorippedintwo last night, as i thought that danny and i were having a pre-emptive breakup talk. but we werent. i think we were talking about the possibility, and that reality shook us to our very core. there were lots of waterworks. needless to say, the dishes didnt get done, again, but there really are more important things in life than dishes. we talked about ways to make the summer and the fall work, since we will be apart a lot. we ve come up with a few solutions to make things easier, but they will be far far from easy. we shall continue to search for more solutions to keep the tension limited and the joy unlimited. bcause, see, i love that boy ohsofuckingmuch.

i handed in a big isu project for my nutrition class today. one down, three to go. bleh. i discovered, though, that i finish exams on the very first official exam day, monday, june 20, because i have two in-class exams on friday, june 17. that leaves me with 10 days to pack up the apt and haul my stuff to the county for the summer.

i have a job interview at the trenton air base bright and early on friday morning, so tomorrow night, ma is picking me up from the coffee shop in bowmanville after the open mic set. i shall come all the way back to school for friday afternoon, since i have a food lab and i shouldnt miss soci, as i have a major test next week.

friday night, i have plans to watch movies with a dear friend. i havent seen her in forever, and would very much like to get to know her better. shes one kewl cat. sunday, i have plans with another dear friend that i should spend more time with. she lectured me tonight on spending all of my time with dan and none of my time with friends. however, i only see dan twice a week, at most, and the rest of the week i dont see much of anyone outside of school, except for sass people. im a hermit like that. so its not that im spending time with the boy instead of her and my other friends, its just that im not spending time with anybody. so hah. also, i can count the number of times that she and her boy spent more than a day apart while they were dating. for two years. so there. also, they had to develop their own style of walking because they actually walked hip-to-hip and would trip over each other otherwise. oh, good times. i dont mean to invalidate her claims, but, well, they just do not appear to be valid, even without bringing her past history into this.

but enough about that. kitten and i played computer games for much of the night, after i napped with chestercat for a good three hours. im a lazy bones. also, i probably should go back in to see the doc, as my chest still feels quite heavy and my breathing is laboured. im not coughing that gross, loose cough, so i sound better, but i dont feel much better.

soy chocolate milk is nothing like lactose-free chocolate milk. the taste of soy chocolate milk is just downright gross to me. i should have just picked up juice instead. i shall do that tomorrow. juice, batteries, and nuts. mm. also, maybe some oranges. i long for oranges.

now, less typing and more sleeping. that is on the agenda for these early hours.

i miss the stars. i really do.