2002-01-28/8:59 p.m.

chip chip chip and dale.

well, im still in a chipper mood.

mahahahaha - chipper. dale was chipper. maha chipper dale. like chip and dale. get it? get it? maha. so yes...chipper i am.

today, after pizza, i tried to make a mix MD but failed miserably. i forgot that the line-in cord will only put sound into one headphone, or one speaker. crappy line-in cord.

vals and i went to lakeside for an hour to volunteer. we helped out some woodwind kids. i tried to help out the flute players, but they kicked me out. seriously. i told them which high skool i was from and that i was doing volunteer hours. i said that ive played flute for a number of years, so i could help them if they needed it. one girl said but we are the teachers. they then proceeded to open the classroom door and motion for me to leave. i said if you need anything, ill just be in the next room. they closed the door on me.

stupid kids. now i remember why i dont like kids. i mean, im sure theres some perfectly nice kids in the world. unfortunately, the majority that i have met have not been very nice. grrr. one day theyll grow up and have kids and my revenge will be complete.

unless, of course, by some freak of nature, they give birth to wonderful kids. that would so learn me for plotting revenge on small offspring.

that kid is back on the escalator again!

ah, brodie. so very wise. so much like myself. except im not wise at all. but still, there is a striking resemblance. no not a physical resemblance.

man, im so spelling resemblance wrong. meh.

so yeah, the volunteering thing was stupid, but i got a volunteer hour outta it. volunteering isnt that bad. i mean, usually my time is wasted and im in a place i dont wanna be, but at least this way i get part of my school requirements for it. yay!

riding was good. i rode tonite instead of tomorrow because of my infamous fiesta. woo woo fiesta! man, theres gonna be lotsa red in this entry. meh. i rode blossom, which wasnt too bad. usually shes stubborn and is kinda lazy, but she hadnt been ridden for a few days so she was kinda happy to be out of her stall i think. she also hurt her right hawk - part of her back leg that sticks out - a few days ago, so she didnt put up much of a fight. poor mare, all hurt and such. she actually did really well. i dont think she was in pain, except when she had to turn a certain way and she forgot to pick up her leg or something. at the end of the lesson we jumped a tiny jump, but when she landed she limped, so we didnt jump any more. instead i got to take off the saddle and ride blossom bare-back for a bit. woo! i got to take it easy!

grr...i wish i could see jeff soon. i dont wanna sound like one of those girls that cant live with out a guy, but with me its a different reason. i want to see him so i can keep reality in check. if i dont see him, my mind goes into overdrive and over-analyzes every little detail of him and such. grr. stupid mind. stupid mind taking over. boo. well, i guess its not so bad. it just gets annoying because my mind will take over and then i wont really like a guy anymore. it will be kinda 'been there - done that' or something. like my minds worked so hard already on said guy, so i get bored.

i dont wanna get bored of jeff.

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