2002-11-14/4:18 p.m.

"my parole officer said i shouldnt have my picture taken around kids."

the attractive and witty rock-climbing instructor made some witty comments to me today. it made me smile and my knees weaken. unfortunately, one of the times i was climbing a wall. luckily i was gripping well with my hands. i also convinced said instructor to let me take a picture of him. i got 25 pictures off of that roll of film. yay me.

today after school i broke a bottle in the hall and jon and andrew helped me clean it up for 10 minutes. i was pleasantly surprized. they had better places to be, too. i think i made them feel guilty by breathing or something.

scotchy commented twice today that i looked lost. she said that yesterday too. ack. ack. what do i look like, a tourist? apparently, yes.

tegan and sara have two live interviews tonite. two. imagine that. tomorrow night theyre on mike bullard too. busy girls, they are.

My neck and back muscles have been replaced with steel plates, i believe, for it hurts to move and i cant bend very well because, well, my muscles wont bend. they just grind against each other. perhaps i should oil them. perhaps.

im going to go watch a zillion shows that ive taped. so there.