2002-09-18/4:35 p.m.

dead fish and plant life.

my camera didnt work well today. i would have had some great pictures, but the jerky camera was jerky. so very jerky. sigh.

i want a digital camera.

actually, i really want to learn to develop my own film, but its crazy expensive.

so yes. i want a digital camera.

i want to walk down to the lake an play guitar, even though the lake smells like rotting fish and decomposing plants. even though. because thats what our lake really is - dying fish and dying plants. thats what you get when you tell mother nature to go screw herself. thats what you get.

the lake is still pretty though. its also quiet. its verra nice out today - not too hot, but still sunny.

i would love it if it was raining though. i would so love it.