2004-02-28/5:08 p.m.

for once in my life, i am serious

my wisdom teeth are coming in. imagine that. i dont feel any wiser in though. in fact, all i feel is more irritable, if thats possible. im quite the grouch lately. i snarled at the kitten last night for having ears. see - im a jerk.

this afternoon i walked down memory lane with a best friend of mine from a neighbouring town. we have seen each other for more than a few hours a year in probably three years. we plan on fixing that. yes. shes just as gorgeous as ever. she has this glow that makes you smile even when youre angry as hell at her. cause shes wonderful like that. i love her. i always will. it stung me though when she said you havent changed a bit, cara. you still have the wicked sense of humour and are the amazing person you have always been. i love that about you. my best friend can tell that ive done some growing up - hah - but i still can do no wrong in her eyes. bollocks, i love her. cam, a guy from school, made our subs when we went out for food. he asked me if im going to the new school now, aka the new school that was built up 20 min north that has split our group of friends down the middle. no, cam, its not that im going to the new school, its just that im not going to school much lately. i decided to get my emotional breakdown out of the way before university, so ive spent the year going crazy. he asked if i was serious.