2002-09-13/10:26 a.m.

a mid-autumn nights dream

tom phoned me yesterday after school. ex-boyfriend tom. he woke me up. i was very pissed off. i was also very touched, that he phoned. he knew i was sick and he wanted to check up on me. it was sweet. very annoying though, since i was exhausted. i still am. sigh.

i did 3 hours of homework last night and im still not even half done. wait, it gets worse - that is only stuff from monday to wednesday.

jenn informed me at 10:30 last night that i have a bio test today on everything we ve learned so far. i resisted the urge to scream at her everything we ve learned so far?! everything we ve learned so far?! are you out of your bloody mind?! what the hell are you talking about?! i havent learned anything this past week!! everything we ve bloody learned this far?! screw off!! i settled with a perfectly atriculated whaaat?! jenn was then very gracious in allowing me to drive to her house to pick up my bio notes that i leant her. how nice of her. shes only had them for a week. also, i must thank her for phoning me about all of this at 10:30 at night. i almost woke up her entire family when i went to her house. i was mouse-quiet too. yes, mouse-quiet. shuddup. im sick.

i had a dream last night that danny and i were flirting at a concert of his and a girl with run lola run hair came up to us and started kissing my neck. it was rather alarming. apparently she was a former girlfriend of mine. apparently. she sure didnt seem interested in danny. i said hello to the girl and politely to leave us alone. she was hurt for a minute, then winked and told me that if danny and i were looking for some extra fun, to call her. danny was baffled. i wasnt.

my subconscious self not being baffled baffles my conscious self.

i have come to the conclusion that i am having far too many dreams about danny. far too many. if my subconscious self would stir things up a little and throw in the occasionally dream about a younger clive owen or craigs friend paul, that would be greatly appreciated. just for the sake of variety, is all. that, and to keep me at a certain level of insanity. i dont want to fall any deeper into the pit of mental unstability. instability? instablity. the pit of mental instability. yes, because something can be unstable, but the quality or condition of being unstable is instability.

see - i dont need english class.

i do, however, need chem and bio. grr.

when i say chemistry homework, my mother lights up like the first of july. no, not the fourth. the first. in canada, its the first of july that gets bbqs and drinking and fireworks.

silly mom.