dont mock my psychosis.

2003-12-19 - je suis à la maison, coffre-fort et bruit
2003-12-18 - YUL
2003-12-17 - aventure vers montréal
2003-12-16 - so. fucking. saccharine.
2003-12-16 - "your nails are all pretty now. guys like that, you know."
2003-12-15 - mm...what?
2003-12-15 - whine.
2003-12-14 - wake up, neo
2003-12-13 - "the gorillas eat the noisy children"
2003-12-11 - performing makes me feel all warm and tingly inside.
2003-12-10 - his msn names lately all have to do with me. ah, romance for gen Y.
2003-12-09 - "shut up and kiss me, freud"
2003-12-08 - all i want for xmas is you. and you. dammit.
2003-12-07 - i cried for 3/4 of my hour break today
2003-12-06 - mmm, last night
2003-12-05 - we re not dating. his hands are warm, is all.
2003-12-05 - kewl, eh?
2003-12-04 - "send a little love my way"
2003-12-03 - therapy is therapeutic
2003-12-02 - i love you too.
2003-12-02 - i tried my best.
2003-12-01 - i get him as a consolation prize this weekend. dont be angry.
2003-12-01 - consumption, revisited
2003-11-29 - "carlings on one side and the glebes on the next"
2003-11-28 - part time student - full time slacker
2003-11-26 - missing you so much that i faced the world.
2003-11-25 - second entry. hint.
2003-11-25 - a fax machine keeps calling me. its comforting.
2003-11-24 - is the boy still the boy now that the girl is the girl?
2003-11-23 - new song
2003-11-23 - all i want for xmas
2003-11-22 - "work sucks. i know."
2003-11-21 - a chorus, of sorts.
2003-11-21 - everyone should have a kitten.
2003-11-20 - the ongoing saga of why im a goof
2003-11-20 - sometimes i think im falling in love with you too.
2003-11-18 - and i think i should stop crying.
2003-11-17 - ninja learned the meaning of the word 'no'. best. kitten. ever.
2003-11-16 - i wish i could pray again
2003-11-15 - "listen to your tiniest cells. theyve been waiting to return."
2003-11-12 - it all was wonderful until i looked inside
2003-11-11 - now i wish i kept that song to myself
2003-11-10 - i took two bites of a tennis ball before realizing it wasnt my green apple
2003-11-09 - remind me again why i go to work?
2003-11-08 - yacht club debriefing
2003-11-07 - everything seems so tedious when guilt and self-destruction becomes mundane.
2003-11-04 - attack of the ninja
2003-11-03 - a day in the life of
2003-11-03 - i believe him. present tense.
2003-11-02 - back. arent you lucky?
2003-10-30 - come over so we can play with my kitty. prow.
2003-10-28 - KITTEN!
2003-10-27 - note to self:
2003-10-26 - im such a failure
2003-10-26 - "yes, mom, dan and i will be having hott hott sex in the basement." "oh, okay. theres pop in the fridge if you want some."
2003-10-25 - my mother implied that im a promiscuous little lesbian. ill kill her.
2003-10-24 - "we shall compare harry potter with hustler just as soon as you pick up your damn bike"
2003-10-24 - "get ahold of yourself, woman"
2003-10-23 - my hips hurt
2003-10-23 - i dont even like to eat oranges. odd, really.
2003-10-22 - sometimes you have to stick up for yourself even if nobodys listening.
2003-10-21 - surrender
2003-10-21 - sure, you were swift, when the handsome greek boys came by with gifts
2003-10-21 - i saw my kitten today. miaow.
2003-10-20 - i could keep on going, but i have homework to do poorly
2003-10-20 - im drowning. just so you all know.
2003-10-19 - "are you okay?" "oh yeah. im fine. i just cant breathe."
2003-10-17 - bonne fete, mon ami cherie.
2003-10-17 - self-loathing vs. self-love
2003-10-16 - rawkstar aftermath
2003-10-16 - we rawked out with our cocks out
2003-10-14 - 20 min of fame tomorrow
2003-10-14 - somebody fix me.
2003-10-14 - "what, did you rip off some native persons parka?"
2003-10-13 - i grow weary of all of this soul-searching
2003-10-11 - elvis has left the building
2003-10-09 - a plane crashed at ibm. fun day at the office, dad and craig.
2003-10-09 - we should call guiness
2003-10-08 - "growing up in the wasteland"
2003-10-08 - "i am my monolithic grief."
2003-10-07 - i wish my head didnt pound
2003-10-06 - "what a depressed intelligence sees may not be unrealistic, merely unendurable"
2003-10-05 - all went well until i broke the ceiling
2003-10-05 - a rather lengthly entry for a gal on her death bed
2003-10-03 - consumption, i tells ya
2003-10-03 - i hate
2003-10-02 - says me
2003-10-01 - just your average entry of self-loathing and wishful thinking
2003-09-30 - do you take requests?
2003-09-29 - graham and stacey
2003-09-28 - more than you know
2003-09-27 - how in the heck can i wash my neck?
2003-09-25 - (pinches your cheek)
2003-09-24 - my head hurts
2003-09-23 - GO GREEN PARTY
2003-09-21 - oh, if only mental illness wasnt such fodder.
2003-09-21 - still kicking and screaming
2003-09-18 - he had the eyes of an artist.
2003-09-17 - mm bamboo
2003-09-16 - bloodwork is not