dont mock my psychosis.

2004-03-09 - wah wah wah
2004-03-08 - being a folkstarre with a tapeworm is hard work
2004-03-07 - (throws up all over your feet)
2004-03-07 - sorry, darling
2004-03-06 - has anybody seen my cell phone?
2004-03-06 - happy threemonthiversary, boy
2004-03-05 - "if you dont explain to me right now why you cant go to school, ill phone the doctor and.."
2004-03-04 - "do you hear the people sing?"
2004-03-03 - fuck them
2004-03-02 - i love you
2004-03-01 - profanities upon profanities
2004-02-29 - note to self:
2004-02-28 - for once in my life, i am serious
2004-02-28 - "you dont look depressed. you just smiled."
2004-02-25 - would they let me play my guitar?
2004-02-25 - sometimes i wish
2004-02-24 - i really did mean to update but..
2004-02-22 - a perfect world
2004-02-21 - erg. soo exhausted
2004-02-21 - scooters home
2004-02-18 - "how can i NOT leave you for a piano? look at all of those sexy ivory keys! i want to make love to all of them"
2004-02-16 - audrey for a girl
2004-02-15 - vday was all things wonderful
2004-02-14 - my abdomen is falling in on itself
2004-02-12 - return of the kitten
2004-02-12 - here, squeak!
2004-02-10 - this motif is so cliche
2004-02-09 - test n 123
2004-02-09 - i currently have three doctors monitoring my mental health. which one would you like the note from?
2004-02-09 - back on the boycot bandwagon
2004-02-08 - blame it on yoko
2004-02-07 - last night was all things wonderful
2004-02-06 - and then more recording
2004-02-04 - monologue - rought draft
2004-02-03 - a small price to pay
2004-02-02 - more recording
2004-02-02 - i gathered all the pills in the house and put them in my moms room
2004-02-01 - man, did i ever make an ass out of myself
2004-01-31 - i would explain more but
2004-01-29 - happy birthday to me
2004-01-27 - oops i did it again
2004-01-27 - guidance. yeah right.
2004-01-26 - best. boyfriend. ever.
2004-01-26 - if i could just get my head around it
2004-01-24 - painful revelations
2004-01-23 - im restless
2004-01-22 - today reminded me why im in love.
2004-01-22 - i want to change the world
2004-01-22 - just because youre paranoid doesnt mean theyre not out to get you.
2004-01-21 - "dance baby, dance, baby dance"
2004-01-21 - im starving
2004-01-21 - i feel like screaming
2004-01-21 - sometimes this space look so much nicer blank.
2004-01-20 - fingerpicking in a sad c major
2004-01-20 - maybe daddy stardust will put me to sleep
2004-01-19 - its time for a nice night in
2004-01-19 - he says with a raised eyebrow
2004-01-18 - no mouth babies!!
2004-01-18 - takehome and stayhome.
2004-01-18 - polly wally doodle all the day
2004-01-17 - i slept for 13 hours
2004-01-16 - right in the middle. really. erg.
2004-01-16 - ill replace the luvox with the boy.
2004-01-16 - twice in fifteen minutes.
2004-01-15 - tests tests tests
2004-01-15 - on the phone
2004-01-14 - yeah, im REALLY ready for school
2004-01-13 - "was it acrimonious?" "no. oh, wait. that means bitter and hostile. yes, yes it was."
2004-01-12 - bottoms up
2004-01-11 - surgeon, stitch me up
2004-01-10 - making mummies
2004-01-09 - daddys little girl
2004-01-09 - insomnia, part III
2004-01-09 - insomnia, part II
2004-01-08 - why am i so bloody exhausted?
2004-01-08 - todays therapy session turns into a word document
2004-01-07 - good news, bad news.
2004-01-06 - happy monthaversary, boy
2004-01-05 - anyone remember figment, brittanys ex?
2004-01-05 - yes, today is another bad day, dan. mondays are atrocious.
2004-01-04 - sleepy, what?
2004-01-04 - random everything
2004-01-03 - i could get used to this rawk star stuff
2004-01-01 - "i gotta cover my butt cause i covered another mans wife"
2004-01-01 - how did you get to be so fucking wonderful?
2003-12-31 - (yawn)
2003-12-30 - "every time i really need you, you let me down"
2003-12-30 - "crazy just isnt crazy without bowling"
2003-12-29 - (in a russian accent)
2003-12-28 - the fuck-up strikes again
2003-12-28 - games night was the usual chaos of my family. i love them.
2003-12-27 - 2003 recap
2003-12-26 - i blame the british for boxing day. bastards.
2003-12-25 - happy holidays, darlings. each and every one of you.
2003-12-24 - "it tastes likes jesus birth. mm placenta. mm."
2003-12-23 - "he reminds me that simply breathing is exhilerating and precious."
2003-12-22 - dear dan
2003-12-21 - january third, jerkass
2003-12-21 - i should not be allowed to have pretty things
2003-12-20 - "hey, shorty! quit it with the laser pointer before i shove it up your ass."