2005-05-23/8:40 p.m.

safe and relatively sound

oh, to be home to my own mess again. my cats are hilarious, just as i left them. all i want to do is sleep and cry, as usual when im in my apartment, and i slept all the way home from ottawa so that i wouldnt have to chat with my dad, so i suppose a good long cry is in order. also, a scalding shower, and a few long-distance phone calls.

matthew barber, andy stochansky, and ron sexsmith were all as lovely as i supposed they would be. it didnt even start to rain until after we left. the tulips were so gorgeous that i just may have to visit holland sometime soon. too bad i missed hawksley, though, but i do have to attend school once in awhile.

and i didnt even fall in love while i was in ottawa. imagine that. i miss the boy something awful though. ooh.