2006-07-22/1:56 p.m.

i know that everybody else thinks its a bad idea

but really, how harmful could seeing the ex be? he has a girlfriend (whos not me) and is very much in love with her. the same with me with the boy. all it would be would be taking some pictures of him and his guitar, since its rainy and we couldnt take the outdoor cornfield shots anyways.

and really, what else am i to do until 7pm when the boy returns?

sigh.

whats so wrong with trying to be nice? the ex is a good guy, even if he was kinda creepy and was in love with me for years even though we only kinda dated for like a few weeks?

sigh. i know. but its a good music contact and he just might use my pictures for his album - its flattering.

sigh.