2003-08-26/10:51 p.m.

i did swipe the good speakers for my turntable though.

why is it that the drunken jerkasses of stepfathers can yell at their teenaged stepdaughters, and yet still have the luck to find an rca victor record player in perfect condition, speakers and all?

i want to run away. really, i do.

if it werent for my mother, i would pick up and leave.

neil has just gone beyond belligerent, and i cant take anyone knocking me down at this point in my recovery. hah. recovery. the doc seems to think so, but then again, hes not a shrink.

which reminds me.. comfy couches soon. yes.

tomorrow i start work at 7am and get off at 4pm. ill be $60 closer to getting my new guitar though. after thursday, ill be $120 closer. i can hear her sweet sound already.

my back hurts. stupid stepdad. i have to lift boxes tomorrow. bloody hell.